Wow, it's been an amazing two weeks. I've been learning a lot, and it's the kind of learning that goes beyond head knowledge and moves into application and living it out. Two weeks ago David Painting came and spoke about Discipleship and Worldview. He taught us about loving people instead of judging them. He also shared something that brought home God's love for us.
On the night when Jesus was in the Garden of Gethsemane, He had a choice. One that changed the course of history. He asked the Father to make the choice for Him, but the Father would not. He left the choice to His Son. Jesus could've decided to not redeem us. He could've chose to call down twelve legions of angels to wipe out humanity, but He didn't. Instead, He looked into our eyes and decided that the joy we would bring Him was well worth the cost. Instead, He chose the cross.
He chose to die for us, and it is this death that brings us life. For we are separated from God by our disobedience to Him, but Jesus has brought us back to God by His sacrifice. The payment for our sin is death, and that's what we deserved, but Jesus chose to die in our place and instead of death, He offers us life. And even if you were the only one on the planet, and there was no one else who needed Him to die but you, He still would've made the same choice. That's how much He loves you, and how much He longs for you.
But He won't force Himself on you. A gift has to be accepted, and so you have a choice set before you. Whether you reach out and accept the gift of life or you choose to go your own way. Either way, He loves you and nothing will change that. It causes Him so much sadness when people choose to reject Him, but He loves us far too much to force us to do something we don't want to do.
And don't let the devil deceive you. Even if you feel like you've committed every sin in the world, Jesus still loves you and is able to give you life.
So the choice is yours. No one can make it for you. And if you want to know more about Jesus you can write a comment on my blog and I'll gladly write you back.
But as for now I 'll have to say, "So long."

Hey all,
Sorry this post has come a little bit later than I intended. About a week later. Anyways, I am going to try to summarize two weeks in one post, so here it goes.
Last week the lecture was on the Abrahamic Covenant and was one of the most important lectures during the DTS. Unfortunately, a lot of the DTS took turns being sick that week. The gist of it is that God has one unchanging purpose for all of mankind (Hebrews 6:17) and that it is the covenant He made with Abraham. The covenant can be shortened to "I will bless you and you will be a blessing to all peoples." This isn't word for word, if you want to look it up it's in Genesis 12, but it's pretty close. So that entire week was spent hammering God's purpose into us and showing how it permeates the rest of the Bible. From the Old Testament to the New, it's everywhere.
We also opened up the prayer room at the house where the trainees and BLS staff are staying to be used for minstry and not just to be private anymore, and some amazing things have been happening. Let me just tell you some of what God's been teaching me, and if you're on the Carlisle team and reading this blog please bear with me since you've heard all this before. First let me give you some background.
On the first Monday night of the DTS someone named Darren came and prayed and prophesied over us and the Holy Spirit fell. On that night God told me he'd given me the gift of healing, and there were some oppurtunities to use it that night, so I did. For three weeks I wondered about it off and on. I hadn't received any instruction about it and didn't know how to use it and was a little frustrated. When we opened up the prayer room to be a place of ministry to each other a lot of things started happening. The second time I went in there God anointed my hands to heal again. Like on the night when I had received the gift, they started to tingle, and the tingling didn't have anything to do with the temperature of the room. Anyways, that was on Friday of last week, and since then He's anointed my hands to heal when He wants to use me to heal someone, and it's been happening more frequently and not just in the prayer room. I long to take this out into the street and not just use it among my team, but I trust God's timing and I will wait for His call.
This week the lecture has been on the Bible and the speaker gave us an overview of the Bible in a week, (talk about a difficult task), and he also gave us the historical context for each book. The context has definitely helped a lot. To be sure, I knew the context for some books, but not for all of them. I now have a lot of notes and a clearer understanding of some of what was going on when different books were written.
I'm also thankful for someone who came and talked to me about some of what's been going on in the prayer room. They gave me some cautions as well as some constructive criticism because there were definitely some things going on that I hadn't noticed. They also challenged me to find out who I am in Christ, so I'm searching for that as well as beginning a study in Ephesians since it talks a lot about our identity as Christians.
I guess that's most of what's been going on these past two weeks. If you have any comments about anything I've written I'd be happy to discuss it with you. Till my next post, I must, in a very British way say "Cheers."